
I knew from the description that this book would be one that pulled me in and tore me apart. This, of course, is a good thing for an emotionally driven, memoir loving reader like me.
The book is based on the journey and challenges faced by the fictional “Amber”, but based on the life and experiences of the writer. I enjoyed the use of the double time frame – you have the past tense diary of Amber as a prison officer, and the “present day” journey to Africa where she hopes to learn about her culture and reflects on her diary as she does so.
I have to admit I have a fascination with the British justice system, so I have seen many documentaries that cover all the shocking, despicable and terrifying things you would see in a prison. However, what really resonated with me in this story is the institutional racism faced by the prosin officers, and the shocking insight into a women’s prison.
I have to admit, rightly or wrongly, when I think of dangerous criminals, violence against others and especially dirty protests, I think of a man’s prison. This book reveals that that is a wrong assumption.
Something that can be hit or miss about diaries is the use of speech, but Josie uses it well to drive the narrative forward and highlight the realism of the topics discussed throughout.
This was a thoroughly thought provoking and gripping read, recommended for fans of crime and memoirs.
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